A Y D A E M E L Y A

My mistakes..

2011-08-10T16:54:00.002+08:00

It was me.
My mistakes..
I shudn't have hang on that long
And lied to myself..

Madness!

2011-05-30T01:35:00.001+08:00

Madly
In
Love
With
You,

Khuzairie!! <3

Weee!!

2011-05-16T16:03:00.001+08:00

Im

Contented!!

:))))

R.O.T

2011-04-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

Its

Rotting..

14th Feb 2011

2011-02-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

One more time it happened.
All i want to say is...

Come
And
Get
Me
If
You
Still
Care..



&;))&&+##%#!!!

2011-01-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

Aku
Macam
Nak
Nangis
!
!
!

Embarking on a new journey!

2011-01-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

And i was late...

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!!!

And a..

HAPPY 4TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY, AYIEDA!!!

♥♥

Im sorry if it turns out this way..

2010-12-23T02:44:00.000+08:00

Occasional mood swings??

Who in the right mind can stand a girl like me??
Tell me about it.
Always getting uptight about small things, getting into trouble
Or even create nuisance.
Oh Allah!

If one day things have to turn this way,
Im sorry..
It happened. Subconsciously.
And im having hard time handling it too.

Im sorry if one day you finally decided to give
Up on me.
But no worries, i wont blame you.
Because maybe i make u do so.
And i know you have your own limit as to which extent
You can take all my nonsense.

Im sorry.. If things were to turn ugly..

Its 2.30am..

2010-12-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

When sorrows strike me..
I just feel like breaking down.
Oh gosh!

01112010

2010-11-01T02:31:00.001+08:00

Hmm.
What a nice start to celebrate our
46th monthsary..
Deep down, your every words have hurt me in
every ways.

You tried to push all the blames to me
and said that i spoilt the whole thing?
You know how much that has hurt me??
Do you remember that i am the one that has been
sacrificing, suffering and forgiving soo
much in this relationship??
Can you count how many times i have decided to forgive you
and accept you??
Do you remember all that?
And do you think its that easy to forget all the things
that you have done to hurt me??

I tell you now. It aint easy.
And it sucks to see that you are clueless
on how much i have sacrificed for you all this while.
I jut cant accept it..

I truly think we need a "TIME-OUT"...

Grr...

2010-10-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

Things
will
keep
on
happening
in
a
relationship..

I need TIME for myself..
DO NOT DISTURB..

All Smile!

2010-10-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

Okay people..
I kind of having several stories to tell.
(only 2 ahh)
Hehe..

Okay First one..
I am currently doing my internship at a
private company.
Its a 6 days work week.
Dammit!
Besides that, i have to juggle my time
with my Starbucks work as well.
So sian..
But what to do..
*tired*

The Second one..
I am currently happy and thankful with what
i have right now.
I enjoyed my every seconds with you.
I know now that we have sorted
out our 'rough' patches so
that we can understand one another better.
Im glad we did that.
Im still able to say that I Love You Dearly..

To end this..
I would like to say to all..
"Good Luck In Everything You Do."

Sad truth.

2010-09-18T02:31:00.001+08:00

Sesungguhnya hatiku begitu
sebak sekali.
Raya tahun ini tidak bermakna
lansung.
Tidak semeriah dan sehebat dahulu kala.

Apparently, this year, we only
'jalan raye' on the first day.
Itu pn ke rumah nenek sahaja.

Tk ker pathetic..?
Everyone is so damn fucking busy
with commitments; work! Work! Work!
As if, Hari Raya got no more meaning already.
Seriously, im longing for a family outing.
I cant remember when was the last time
we went out 'jalan raye' as a family..
Few years back maybe??
Hmm..

From the bottom of my heart,
i envied BbyBoify's family.
They are so close and loving.
:'))

Wishes.

2010-09-11T03:53:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT
HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
KEPADA SEMUA
MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAN!!!

Secrets?

2010-09-08T04:54:00.002+08:00

Are
you
hiding
something
from
me??

Hmm..
I
don't
know
why.

I
felt
different..

Only TIME will tell...

Yay us!!

2010-09-01T23:43:00.001+08:00

Happy 44th Monthsary khuzairie!!
Love u lots43!!
Khehehe..

Why is this happening??

2010-08-31T03:13:00.000+08:00

I know.
I already did my post for today.
But this time, i just felt the
sudden need to express my current feelings.

Okay okay here it goes.
Everytime when night comes, i
will feel kind of emo-ish.
I really don't know why.
Seriously.
My past will then haunt me.
Provoke me with so many questions.
And and i don't know how to answer.

Haish.
I will always feel like crying.
Maybe something going to happen?
Good or bad?

Ya Allah, bawalah aku ke jalan yang benar.
Amin...

What do you think?

2010-08-31T01:21:00.001+08:00

Im thinking..

Hmm.
Do you think we should take a break??

Haish..

Is this true??

2010-08-29T02:03:00.000+08:00

Haish..

I
am
truly
scared
of
holding
on..

I really do.. :((

What my heart says..

2010-08-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there.
Been not feeling good and enjoying
life these few days.
Haish.

Relationship problems??
Sucks man!!

As compared to me, your mistakes are
much more hurtful than mine.
Nonetheless, i keep on forgiving you
because i think you deserved it.

Haish.
I really don't how long will we last together
and where our relationship will go.
I hope im not being dumb or stupid in
whatever path of life that i took.

Sincerely, i apologised for whatever
mistakes that i have done and i still
have a heart for you.
Im just afraid that you will do what i did.
Revenge?
Hmm...

Cute conversation..

2010-08-21T05:30:00.000+08:00

Heyy guyys.

Got a sudden feel to copy and paste
me & BbyBoify's conversation:

Aug,21 2010 5:15am
Ayie:Hehe.bby i reali mish bby.
Me: yeker??
Ayie: yesh2.
Me: gooddd. Eleh nnti kn jumpe. Hehe.
Ayie: mmg la. D jumpe tros hug k yang.
Me: gerram jer. Tros kte buke la.
Ayie: d oke buke. Bby bole? Haha!
I reali love u bby!
Me: i love u too!

Haha.
When i read those msgs again, guess we
just lacked some sweet conversation though.

Love,
Believe me.
I was wrong about saying
that our love is dying.
We just need to communicate more alright.
Ly!

Hmmm??

2010-08-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

Heyy..

I lost my precious ring.
Oh Gosh! I can't be this careless, can i?
Fcuk!!

Night calls that will end up
with us fighting??
Are we really meant for one another?
Hmm.

Finally..

2010-08-14T04:23:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum to all.

Currently, i have got nothing to do
and no story to update.
Hehh.

But the most important thing is that
i is so cannot wait for later.
I have been missing him much.
How much?
This much.
Khehehe.. Lololololol...
Its been 4 days since we last met.
So very the RINDU, yknow!

By the ways, anyways,
i have done cooking fried rice
and now is waiting to wake up the rest.
Sahur! Sahur!

Oklah.
Happy SAHUR to all!

Wassalam...
Boo!

Me as an example? Hah!

2010-08-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

Alright!
Here we go..

Currently, im on my way to
BbyBoify's crib..
He' unwell and i have got to
take care of him.
So sweet right?
I know. Hehe.

By the ways, anyways,
tomorrow is our 1st day of Ramadan!
Sadly, i will be sahur-ing at work.
Huhu..

To all Muslim souls out there:

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA!!!

This is a journal.

2010-08-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

Yes people.

Just so to let you guys know,
blog is a place where you confess
whatever feelings or emotions you
have over here.

So people..
Stop questioning me on what is going on,
on my side alright.
Just read and enjoy my posts.

Signing out...

Here i am..

2010-08-03T02:53:00.000+08:00

Alright.
So here i am, blogging in the middle
of the night.
Haix.

Out of a sudden, i felt sad and moody.
Feels like bursting into tears.
My surroundings made me want to.
Again, i will think about ....
Don't ever want to say it.

You were always not here when i needed
you the most.
You seldom accompany through the night.
You will doze off before me, leaving me alone
to battle these cruel emotions.

Ps: i have known to love you back again.

For AYIEDA...

2010-08-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

Hey there guys.

Today is a day for me to celebrate
my monthsary with BabyBoify!!

Dearest Khuzairie,
Just want to wish you a
Happy 43rd Monthsary!!
Thanks for all the love, care and concern
that you have given me endlessly.
I truly appreciate that.
And i hope to grow old with you.
Heehee.

I LOVE YOU, KHUZAIRIE!!!

(will upload pics sooner ya.heh.)

Oblivious You..

2010-07-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

Firstly,
Me want to thank Nurul Hani Shahnaz
for editting my blog.

I is so loving it!!

Anyways, bytheways,
Went to see BbyBoify just now.
But guess what??
He was so oblivious to us la,
Tsk!
Too immersed in his work i think.
Lols.

ANNNdddd....

I
Just
Can't
Wait
For
Saturday
!
!

Weee...

Like finally ah.

2010-07-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Remember that time when i said i wanted to watch
Despicable ME??
Hmm. sadly, it did not happen.
All tickets from everywhere were sold out FAST.
Dammit!

But nevermind, we watched The Crazies
instead. It was gory la. Omg.

And and today, i got to watch DM!!
hehehe.
Thanks Boyfriend for skipping school
just to watch it with me.
Haha!

I love you lah..

Big hope..

2010-07-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

Haixx...

I hope when tomorrow comes,
i wont be the least disappointed.

Okay.
The reason being i have been wanting to
watch "Despicable Me" eversince it
was making its first appearance here in
our local theatres.

Sadly, the tickets are still selling fast.
Yes, fast.

My only hope would be the furthest cinema ever,
AMK Hub... Lmao.
Dont want it to be a fat hope. Hmm.

Forgetting something??

2010-07-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hey guyyss!!
I think i forgot to tell you
guys something....

Guess what???

Haha!
I bought a new phone!!
Its an Iphone!!
Wee...

Lucky me right??
Currently im having fun using it..
Duhh!!!

Signing off..
Bby iphone panggil ahh.
Hees.

Psst...

2010-07-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

Bby..

I think we are

lacking something.

Nonetheless,

i still love you.

Back in Action!

2010-07-13T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hey guyys.
Im back to update my dead blog.

Ok. Currently im going gugu-gaga
over this spanish soccer player.
Hahaha.
Guess who??

Its...... David Villa!!!

TADAA!!!

Isn't he cute??

Haha.

How i wish i could meet him.

and of course his other team mates.

(Aku punye la smangat smpai search biodata dier.)

Oh Villa.. Would you date me????

Hehehehehe....

Don't stop, Baby...

2010-07-01T01:32:00.000+08:00

The couple that fights the most
is the one most in love .
It shows they care enough to
notice the other one screwed up
and care enough to mention it
to the person so they can fix it .
When you stop fighting ,
it means you stopped caring .

This hell ya attracted me.

2010-06-23T01:50:00.002+08:00

Me, Not Her

by Jennifer Souza

I'm not sure if you know or not
But I really do love you a lot.
You still hold a special place in my heart
And you did, right from the start.

But when she came along and took your breath away,
I was devastated and didn't know what to say.
I spend my nights crying, time after time,
I spent my days lying, saying I was fine.

Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside,
And on that day, a little of me died.
But with her, you look so in love
'Cause you are an angel from above.

I now have to teach my heart to move on,
For, you are now forever gone.
But about one thing I am unsure:
Why it can't be me, and not her.

Think twice

2010-06-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

I don't want to brood about this matter

for so long.

It will only make me feel hurt .

Yesterday's incident has struck me hard.

It made me think.

Think HARD.

I am still confused with what i want right now.

Please Love.

Don't let this happen again.

Dead & Gone

2010-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

World oh World..

Life oh Life..

God oh God..

How i wish i can

forget some of my bitter memories.

I would be glad if that can happen.

I'll be happy waiting for something to

knock me down and tadaa!

Memories Gone!!

Y'know, subconsciously, your past can overpower

you sometimes and then,

you tend to get defeated by Emotions..

I wish i can FORGET ALL THAT and not let it bother me.

I JUST WANT TO FORGET EVERYTHING.

And being able to start a new, perfect life with you with nothing coming

in between us.

A note for you,

anything that i've said over here,

let it just end here.

do not question me nor provoke me.

im just letting out my feelings.

and, ILYSM.....

you wanna end it??

2010-06-08T01:51:00.001+08:00

Sometimes
it's
better
to
be
alone.
No
one
can
hurt
you
that
way.

Feel like dying.

2010-05-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.
My blog is dead.
Yea. I know.
I wish i was dead as well.

Im dying.
Im stressed.
Im getting emotional day by day.

I feel like giving up everything.
Love.
Education.
Work.

Gosh.
Allah, show me the way.
To you, im feeling secured.

Green Eyes.

2010-05-19T22:46:00.003+08:00

I WANT NEW HP SO BADLY!!!!!!

Heyy.

2010-05-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

Haloo!

Bye!

:))

I dont like this...

2010-04-28T00:56:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be a BORING day on that day.
No YOU, no ME, no US.

IM GOOD.

Thanks.

Superb outing.

2010-04-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday outing with BbyBoify
was SUPER DUPER fun!!!

I LOVE IT BABY!!

Picnic at Hendersen Wave.

2010-04-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

LOVE...

2010-04-10T11:37:00.001+08:00

I
Can't
Promise
You
The
Moon
&
the
Stars.

BUT i promise i will love you ~~forever~~.

Love is FOREVER, but people changes.

2010-04-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

"I love and loved You.

You love and loved Me.

When You Love me back once more,

I know I only loved You as hard as I did

but could never give that much no more."

Our BIG day!

2010-04-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

Happy 39th Monthsary to US!

Hahaha~

I love you ,dear.

I always do.

Thanks for everything.

:))

ASSHOLE!

2010-03-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

OMG!

I need to SHIT!

Its been 1 week since i did that la.

This i no GOOD.

Bad...

Fucked UP!

Need to cry my heart out.

2010-03-28T04:34:00.000+08:00

Its 4am right now and i still
can't shut my bloody eyes up.
Maybe i've had too much rest earlier on.
Gahh.

Aniwaes, im feeling kinda emo-ish and sentimental
right now.
I don't know why.
Dramas from the TV and songs from the radio made me
think about my past.
As always, tears will always fall whenever i think
about it.
I don't wanna blame anyone for what has happened.
'Cause i believed that things happened for a reason.

I was lost.
I looked into and read up her blog.
Again.
The old stories about you
and her still make my heart hurts.
And also the mentioning of me.
To see and know how much you have deceived me
last time when im so madly in love with you.
I have never wondered you will do that to me.

But now, i tried my hardest to forget
about the hurtful past.
Eventually, it will flash back in my mind at times.
If i could, i would want to erase everything except
the good old memories of us.
Seriously.

Dear Love,
Im sorry if you're mad as i was not yet asleep.
Im sorry because i feel the need to confess my thoughts and feelings
about this matter.
Im sorry if i still rack up about the past.
Im sorry if what happened was because of my selfishness or
whatsover concerned.
Im sorry if i can't forget about the past.
Im sorry if we can't be like before.
Im sorry if fate has always been testing us.
Im sorry for whatever reasons that i have hurt you.
Im sorry if i can't love you like how i used to.

For now, we will just try whatever we could
to keep this relationship going on.
I don't blame you and i never wil.
I still love you and enjoy being with you.
Im just a girl.
I need to be needed sometimes.
So don't leave me yet/again.

Istillloveyounow.010107. :))

I want a Quickie. :))

2010-03-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

Was busy bloghopping just now

when i came across something.

Meaningful love quotes that speak the

truth on what girls' need and want to feel.

So,

Here it goes...

""If i ignore you, don't ignore back.

Try and get my attention.

If i brush away your hand just as you try to hold it,

grab it and let me know you really care.

Don't just give up.

If i seem like im doubting U and US,

reassure me that this is just one out of a million

obstacles we are going to go through.

Don't act all depressed and beat yourself up about it.

If you get the feeling that i want to leave you,

don't just sit back and watch me.

Don't say, "You can leave me if you want to."

Fight for me.

Tell me how much you want me to stay.

Im just a girl.

I need to be needed sometimes.""

Cool aye??

I know.

Guys, try to read and understand this kkz.

TOODLES!!

See you when i see you.

Youshouldmeanwhatyousay.

Unbelievable!

2010-03-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

Saw COBRA STARSHIP at AIRPORT just now.

Woow....!!

And PitBull will be coming to Singapore??

Omg!!!

Hehh.

Good girl has not gone Bad.

2010-03-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

I
have
been
GOOD
for
the
past
2
days.

And i feel ~~good.~~

Shouldimissyou?

The nouget's meant for you.

2010-03-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

Brought back a nouget just now.

Thought of giving it to you if we were to meet just now.

Sadly, you went home straight, not even a sms to accompany me.

Gave to my brother instead.

I'm well aware that i'm a girl.

And i aint wanna be a loser all the time,

when it comes to matter of guys.

Im tired of giving in and caring about their feelings,

when my own feeling is at jeopardy.

Gosh.

Feel like going to the scenery to ease my mind.

Imtrulyhurtrightnow. :((

Walk away and never look back...

2010-03-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

Some things just stood on our way.

There's no point shoving it aside.

Sooner or later, we'll suffer because of these things.

Ithoughtyou'dunderstandme. :(

BbyBoify.

2010-03-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

Im Into You, Love......

IMY...

2010-03-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

BbyBoify...

I will be missing you.
Will wait for your return on SATURDAY ok?
HAVE FUN, dearest.
And don't forget me.
Hees.

Willhavefunwithyouonsaturday,love. :))

Greatest gift from GOD.

2010-03-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

LOVE,

You sure are a GREAT gift that God has given me.

I can't deny that.

If i didnt meet you,

i wouldn't have been given this tests.

Tests from God.

With you, i grew to learn.

Learn alot about love.

Sacrifice, patience, understand and trust.

Not just making love but appreciating it.

~~The past is just a past.~~

And i know we live for the future.

Hell yeah we sure do, boy.

Therefore, i wish to hold your hands as long as i can.

I love you, love

YouareagreatestgiftfromGod. :))

Lesser day by day...

2010-03-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

Love,
I have been thinking.
As days went by, we seldom met.
This week, there was only 2 days of meeting.
I tried not to complain or make a fuss about this.
I had enough of all the small arguments which can lead to a big fight.
Hmm.
Nonetheless, i am feeling terribly bored now.
I have a lot more hours to spend on nothing before going
off to work.
I thought of meeting you.
But i don't think that will be a good idea.
Its okay love.
I will try to find something to do
to entertain myself.
But not something ~~STUPID~~ though.
I know my limit.

TOODLES!!

Itfeelsgoodtoletoutyouremotions. :))

GYD shift!

2010-03-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

Finally after 1 year of working
in SB-N2, im able to do
graveyard shift.
Hehh.
Fun kn??
I know.

Anyway, i tried to get as much rest
as i should but my head is in
a roller coster ride right now.

~~IM DIZZY!!~~

~~Thought of meeting BbyBoify for awhile.~~
~~I missed him so much la.~~
~~Tgk ah canne ok.~~
~~Lols.~~

Aite.
Im bored.
Nothing to do.

Will get back asap ok.
TOODLES!

Thisterribleheadacheishurtingmejustlikeudo. :((

Sentosa Getaway!

2010-03-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!

Yesterday outing was a blast

eventhough there was so much waiting.

We planned to go off by 10am.

Unfortunately, due to some unforeseen

circumstances, we were delayed.

As soon as we stepped on Pahlawan Beach,

we carried on with our SUN-TAN session.

Hehh.

My skin was burning la.

Soon after, we decided to soak ourselves

in the cooling seawater.

Tried learning swimming though.

Buy i failed.

NYAHAHA.

~~Kents to the tal.!!!!~~

And so we end the day by playing

LEFT FOR DEAD 2 for 3 solid hours.

I HAD FUN!!

THANKS EVERYONE.

Youweren'ttherewithme. :)

Happy AGAIN! :P

2010-03-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 38TH MONTHSARY, LOVE!!

Dearest Khuzairie,

from the first time i set my eyes on you,

i marked you to be MINE.

And until now, i am thankful that we

are still together.

Baby...

You are just different from the rest.

Like i said before,

everytime when i am with you...

IM ON CLOUD NINE!!

I LOVE YOU, KHUZAIRIE ABDUL RAHMAN!!

I LOVE TODAY!!

2010-02-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

KHUZAIRIE IS LOVED BY AYDA!!!!!!!!

Fuhhh!
Tired!
Too much fun i guess.

But...
I love it lah.
Heh.

Meet up with love today.
Wanted to celebrate our advance
38th monthsary.
Hehh.
Alhamdulillah syukur.

Watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief.
Awesomest man!
Had dinner at Pastamania.
Yum2.
And and love surprised me with
a CHOCO ITALIANO to mark
our anniversary.

Aww...
So sweet.
Love you more la.
Haha.

Okies.
Here's some pics to end my blog.
Toodles.

Ilovetoday. :)

KARMA rules the world.

2010-02-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

~~KARMA??~~

Yea.
I kinda believe in it.
As in, what goes around comes around.
Right??

So you guys out there better
be good aite.
'Cause you wont want anything
BAD to happen to you right?

The same goes to me yaw.

~~Love is evil and good at the same time.~~

I just cant wait for SATURDAY & MONDAY!!
Wee.... :D

Iwastoostupidtodothat. :(

Fcuking SHIT la !!

2010-02-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

Oii! FUKERNABE!!

What now??
Who do you think you are?
Mina ALIM?
Yg tk knal tmpt?
Peh pantat la suar.
Lek satu corner pls.
Pkir aku heran pa nk ade
profile kau kt FB acct aku?
Buat menyemak ada ah gal.
KNNCCB!!!
Nie tuk kau k pompan.
Tsk!

Bingit or what.
Because of my past, i looked you up okie.
If not, i don't even bloody shit bother la.
Wasting of my precious time.
You were together with her.
Planning this things, destroying my happiness.
Anyways, what comes around goes around.

You and her deserve what you get now.
And for your information guys, I
don't go around fighting for boys.
Oh please!

So fuck off now.
You and me have our own life
to live.

~~FUCKERNABE KNNCCB SUA!!!~~

Countingthedayswehaveleft. :(

What's Up??

2010-02-23T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hey Guys!!

Yea. I know.
Its been a while since i've
abandoned this blog.

You know why?
I just can't find time to blog
and i just don't know what to blog.

~~Hell yeah!~~

Anyways, i got big plan for this Saturday.
Hopefully everything will goes out fine.

And and FRIDAY, im gonna shop till
i drop.
Haha!
That if my pay ~~BOOMs~~!!
Hehh.

Im waiting for FRIDAY
to come.
Wanna see what happen.
*grins*

Youandmearetwodifferentpeople. :)

Work Hard

2010-02-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

~~Work Hard??~~

Damn.

Today, i was so tired.

I had to work for 12 solid hours la as i

had to cover my partner's

shift.

Takpe gal.

Nnti duit msok bnyk.

PUAS HATI!!

Haha.

Anyways,

im feeling tired and ~~sad~~.

Igottafeeling. :(

Forgotten days..

2010-02-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Heyy there.
Sorry guys.
Been quite busy with things
till i've forgotten to update
my blog.
Lols.

Anyways, for the past few days,
i have been enjoying life with
loved ones.

We went to have a picnic/camp
at Changi Beach.
Hehh.
Its been a long time we had a
FAMILY BONDING session.
Lmao. -.-''

And now..
Im out of $$!!
How??
So difficult to go out.
Must rely on my mom's $$.
Lols.

Aites.
Thats all i gotta say now.
There's store meeting tomorrow.
Yawnss...

TOODLES!!
:)))

Weunderstandseachothereachdays. :))

Eeewww YOU!!

2010-02-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hey! Hey! :))

BbyBoify was at the Airport
just now waiting for me to
knock off from work.
We decided to meet up to
settle some domestic affairs.

HAHA!
Macam pa!
Lols.

Anyway, we went to Pasir Ris
to relax and chill there.

ON THE WAY HOME..
Guess what??
Guess la?
Haha.
Okay2.
I saw that girl la.

OH MY GOODNESS!
Tak bluei tahan ahh.
The sight of her just irked me la.

What an UNFORTUNATE day today.
But at the same time, im glad i met her.
Don't ask me why.
Haa.
*GRIN*

Yousetmethinking,girl. :)

Its Late Already.

2010-02-12T12:59:00.001+08:00

Im late for my 2pm class!!!

I have not yet bathe.
Alright2.
Make it fast.
Will go school for awhile afterwhich
will be meeting BbyBoify.

We have got no plan yet.
Hope we have fun.
TOODLES!
Take care aite.

I need my PINK pills!!

2010-02-10T16:05:00.002+08:00

As i was busy playing with my
laptop checking my facebook, tagged
and blog, i sensed a wet feeling underneath.

Ohh God! Im having my menses!!
Haha!
So random right?
I know.

Kk..
Now i need to find my medicine for this
stomach cramp.
Gotta change now.

And and not forgetting,
im damn bored la now.

Bring me out someone???

Boredomsurecankillyouman. :(

Woohoo!!!

2010-02-09T19:05:00.002+08:00

Finally after 1 month, i
get to play with my laptop
again.
Wee..
Haha.

So now, im slacking at SB-BL,
waiting for my sister to finish
up with her manager's stuff.
So cool right?
I know.
:))

And I miss that bitch, SHEENA, lahh.
Haha.
You've grown thinner girl.
*winks*

Aites!
I got other stuffs to tend to.
Will get back soon.

TOODLES!!
:))

Argh!

2010-02-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

I am having a TERRIBLE headache

right now!!!

Arghhhhhh....!

Pleasehelpme. :(

Surprise!

2010-02-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

Guess what??
Haha!
We got ourselves a NEW ring!!
Wee..
After so long of wanting to buy it.

THANKS BABYBOIFY!!

I LOVE YOU LAR...

Its About us!

2010-02-01T01:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 37th MONTHSARY BABYBOIFY AYIE!!

My life has been the GREATEST since you have been around, love.

I LOVE YOU!!

Just ME and YOU..

2010-01-29T23:54:00.003+08:00

SWEAR
I
LOVE

YOU
BABYBOIFY
!
!

After school, i went straight

to Dhoby Ghaut Station to

meet my love.

I really had a GREAT time

just now with BabyBoify, you know.

We don't really have plan on

what to do actually.

And so, we went to play L4D 2.

OMG!!

Haha!

After that, went makan at Mac.

And and, i surprised BabyBoify

with a BILLABONG wallet.

He was damn happy larr.

Im glad you like it, dear.

In return, he bought a pair of

NEW ring for us.

Wee!!

Its for our Valentine's &

Anniversary's gift.

Thank you, sweetheart.

Im so happy for today.

And i just can't wait for tomorrow.

We going to have a picnic at

SINGAPORE BOTANIC GARDEN.

Wee!!

I can't wait!!

Got to go now!!

Toodles.. :))

Ihartyoubabyboify. :))

Should i ???

2010-01-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

Iswearimissyou. :(

You'll Have To Cry Me Out.

2010-01-26T14:12:00.003+08:00

Cry Me Out..

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that will fall mean nothing at all
Its time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Baby, there's no way back
You can keep talkin'
But baby, im walkin' away

When i found out
You messed me about, i was broken
Back then i believed you
Now i don't need ya anymore

Think hard.

2010-01-22T02:20:00.002+08:00

If I Were A boy.

If i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys.

And chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted.
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me.

If i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man.

I'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed.

If i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone its broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone.

I'd put myself first
and makes the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

But you're just a boy
you dont understand
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man.

You dont listen to her
you dont care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you got had destroyed
But you're just a boy...

Minimal trust.

2010-01-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

LAFAZ

Cukup sudah kesabaranku ini
walaupun cinta masih bertahta di hatiku ini.
Cukup sudah derita ku alami
walaupun engkau kn ku sayangi hingga
ke akhir nafasku.
Inikah tanda setianya dirimu
pada kasih yang ku curahkn padamu.
Cukup sudah airmata tetas ke bumi.
Sedangkn engkau maseh mencari erti cinta abadi.
Pengorbanan yang tk cukup trhadapku
Kejujuran dan keihklasan dariku.
Sanggup kau memilihnya dan tinggalkn diriku.
Manakah ikrar janji yang kau lafazkn dulu.
Puasku mencari segala kesilapanku.
Berdosakah aku menghalangi kebahgiaanmu.

P/s: To tell the truth, im really disappointed in you.
Really. I thought you will never do this again to me.
But sadly, your words cant be trusted at all. You contacted her
when you're already with me. Wth? Are you thinking? And those
messages on her tagboard just disgust me. Heart pain you know.
You know what? You will never change. And im really sure of that. Haish.
Now, you can do what you want k. I dont want to care anymore. Im hurt once again.
Thanks to you, boyy.

Kaulukakanhatikulagi. :(

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-E-D-!

2010-01-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

Hey!!

Yes, you!

Better

Watch

Your

Language

Aite!

Im Freaking & Fcuking angry with u laa.

youpissedmeoffyesterdayandtoday. >:o

Im Bored! _l_

2010-01-17T23:08:00.004+08:00

Fine!!

I am BORED!!

Seriously, BORED

_l_

Cheermeuplove. :(

My Bday Wishes!

2010-01-16T00:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO AYDA EMELYA!!

WEE...!

I HAD A GREAT FUN JUST NOW.

CELEBRATING MY SPECIAL DAY

WITH FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES.

ONCE AGAIN,

THANKS FOR THE WISHES AND THOUGHTS GUYS!!

LOVE YOU ALL .

MUAH!!

Coming Soon!! Gyeah!

2010-01-14T13:37:00.002+08:00

ONE

MORE

DAY

WEEE...

For YOU!!

2010-01-11T03:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH B'DAY,

NUR FARHANA OSMAN!!

Be a good girl to mummy and ayah okay.

Study hard and takecare always.

Best wishes in everything u do cuzzy.

:))

Can't Take It Any Longer...

2010-01-06T02:17:00.003+08:00

REALLY

MISS

YOU,

BABYBOIFY

Cometomenowbaby. :))

Feeling HORRIBLE!!

2010-01-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

AArrrgghh!!!

Im
Sick
Right
Now
!
!

Down
With
Flu,
Headache,
And
Fever
!
!

Oh
My
God
!
!

And and..
I miss you BbyBoify.

Tryingtofeelyourightnow. :)

For my BELOVED....

2010-01-02T01:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!!

(010107)

Firstly, i want to say that im happy that

im still with BbyBoify up till now.

I thanked Allah for that.

You're the Light to my Darkness.

You brighten up my day each time.

You keep away Sorrows from me and

bring Laughter for me.

BbyBoify..

Deep down inside my heart,

I LOVE YOU!!!

<3>

Akutersangatsangatcintakanmu. :))

Wooww!!

2009-12-31T04:14:00.002+08:00

Yay! Yay! Yay!

Im so damn happy,
you know.
Firstly, i have gotten my pay
and secondly, i have dyed my hair.

WEeee!!!

From BLONDIE to BRUNETTE!!

OMG..

I just can't wait for FRIDAY!!
Yippee.

Will try to get myself to sleep now.
Lols.
Will be going out to shop later.

TOODLES!! :))

Imyoursbaby.Onlyyou. :))

Excited!!

2009-12-30T19:05:00.002+08:00

Heyy ALL!!

Its been a while since i last

updated this blog, i guess.

Hahahaha!!!

Been quite busy lately.

Sorry hor..

Anyways...

I simply can't wait for NEW YEAR!!

wee..

I will tell you guys why when the time comes ok??

And.. And..

I will be getting my pay tonight!!

So happy lei!!

Can shop tomorrow for my BIG day!!

WEeeee...!!!

Lalalalala...

Im just so damn excited larr..

Weeeeeee!!

Im over the moon now...

Haaaahsss... :P

Alright..

Thats all i guess.

See ya around.

TOODLES :))

Hariyangdinantikansemakinhampir. :))

Let's Pretend...

2009-12-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

Heyy you..

Let's pretend we are strangers..
Let's pretend we don't know one another.
Let's pretend we just met yesterday.
Let's pretend we just got together yesterday.

Let's just pretend..

Because...

I just wanna forget about yesterday.
I just wanna forget about our past.
I just wanna forget about what has happened.
I just wanna forget about everything..

Let's open up a new chapter and start afresh together.

Justbehappywhenwestillcan,love. :))

Hardest Fact.

2009-12-27T00:21:00.001+08:00

ITS

HARD

FOR

ACCEPT

THAT

FACT

....

OMG!!

Itskillingmesoftlyinside. :((

Im feeling it! :))

2009-12-24T18:33:00.002+08:00

Imgettingintoyoueachday. :))

Deeply in LOVE. . .

2009-12-23T01:34:00.001+08:00

Imsoodeeplyinlovewithyou. :))

Freaking FED-UP!

2009-12-21T19:02:00.005+08:00

Pleasejuststay.Don'tgo. :(

Its been soo long..

2009-12-20T22:02:00.006+08:00

Iwouldliketoholdonalittlelonger. :(

Its getting harder each day...

2009-12-16T02:23:00.001+08:00

Iloveyou.yesyou. :))

Im dying soon..

2009-12-15T15:27:00.001+08:00

Akucintakanmukekasih. :))

Boredom sucks, man.

2009-12-14T19:08:00.005+08:00

Wahh..

Im damn bored la.

I don't know what to do.

So sian horr.

Gosh.

:((

TOODLES!! :((

Thisboredomiskillingmesoftly. :((

Is it true??

2009-12-13T18:48:00.003+08:00

FUHH!!!

So tired.
Just came back from work laa.
Haish.

Someone made me sad today.
Really sad and disappointed.
Sob sob sob. :'((
How could you do this to me huh..?

BbyBoify gave me a surprise visit just now.
He wanted to send me home.
Unfortunately, he got tired of waiting
and left without me.
He was angry.
Damn angry.

I AM TRULY SORRY, BBYBOIFY... :((

You should have known
how i feel just now.
I was in a big dilemma.
Haish.
Its okay aite.

Wanna have some rest now...

TOODLES. :((

Tindakanmutadimembuatkukecewa. :((

Simply tired man..

2009-12-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

Heyy there!

I've been quite tired this past few days.
I don't even feel like blogging
larr.
Gosh!

Anyway,
just now after work,
me and BbyBoify managed to
meet up.
I felt like eating Ban Mian
and so we went to Harbourfront
to get one.
Lols.

And now...
Im getting more sleepier.
I think i better get my Beauty sleep
now. Haha!

Goodnyte, people! :))

Akubenar-benarcintakanmu. :))